1 day before raya

Esok raya...
Kind of sad.
I wish Ramadhan is two month... uhuhuhu! :(
But raya will still be raya and going on as usual right? Hmm...

Selamat Hari Raya!!!
Maaf Zahir Batin!!!

So...
What's the plan this year?!
On the first day Raya, after Solat Sunat Hari Raya...

Balik Kampung!!!
ooooooooo~
Balik Kampung!!!!
oooooooo~
Balik Kampung....
Hati Girang~~
(^_^)

5 hours on the road... Very tired yet so exciting
especially when you have Mr. CAMERA with you~~
He's back!!!
ahakz!
Fine and Perfectly great!!

Oh yeah~ papa bought a new sofa~ it's elegance!
Wanna see it?
Come to my house during Raya... (^_^)
You are most welcome here~~

Mr. Camera... I'm sorry!!!

I'm sorry for not taking good care at you~
I'm sorry...I'm sorry for what happen to your lense...
I'll bring you to see the doctor tomorrow k?
I promise..
I will...
I Love you, dear Mr. Camera!!
I can't live without you...

SAD!!!!

When you're gone

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.

|Dedicated to Alam, Mia, Ummi and Arina|
Remember this song when someday each of us have to go and leave. Taking different paths.
Love You...always

Sorry about any inconvenience...

I left my file at school. I just realize this morning. So about the the duty roaster:

Today
Yazin
Jof
Syamsul
(Thanks to Aliff who call me just now... he offered to help this morning!)
can you please come? I don't remember who can come or not.
Aaarrrghhh!! Why in the world I left the file?!!!
Aiyooo.. My bad! Sorry.

I met doctor already...

So the result is..

I'm OkAY!
Normal breathing
But sometimes, this can attack me without me knowing it!

Satisfied, Mia?
hahahaaa... :P
Don't worry... I never fail take my medicine... (^_^)

Gloomy day~

I get sick a lot lately~ Don't know why. Too much work? Naaah~ "Hyperventilation", some kind of mental illness I am having right now. Excess taking of oxygen causing the percentage of carbon dioxide in my my body become lower and then I had to breath in the plastic bag to stabalised the amount of carbon dioxide and oxygen back. It's not a funny thing. That's the ONLY way to cure it! Perhaps...THEY understand.

I'm not sick!

I'm just... not feeling well. But You all don't need to treat me like a sick person! I still can stand even though sometimes I lose my balance. It's not my point actually. I thank god because he had gave friends, not just friends but true friends who always take care me. I'm really grateful but sometimes... You all just being too kind to me and I felt guilty because I'm such a troublesome. And please... Don't treat like I'm sick always. Don't say "Haziqah don't do this... Don't do that... Don't pretend that you're not sick.." Enough with the "DONT'S"!!! I've heard it enough! What do you want me to do??! Sit down... Do nothing? I'm not blaming all my besties because they being too kind... You make me feel that I'm sick... I'm not. I'm Not. I'm Not.

I don't know why I cried today. Unfortunately he called me at the wrong time... Once again he had to hear something that might bored him a lot! It's all about me! Why he had to hear all this?! Wrong timing..!! You shouldn't hear all this... Perhaps you might think that I'm pathethic.

Sometimes... I think you're making fun of me. It's friends' chatting stuff.. Jokes.. But please! Enough! If you have to buy me a lot of plastic bags during my birthday. Then buy. Buy. So, what?! That's the only way I could control my sickness... And you? You're making fun of it~ I'm sorry to say this. First time.. ok! Second time.. still ok! Third time.. Fourth time.. And so on?? I've heard it enough dear friends. I have feeling too. Enough with the lame joke. I get bored already. I'm tired of people kept remembering me how sick I am. Perhaps you can tell me a better solution during emergency time?

Please.. Let me live this life as you all did! Forget my illness! I want to be like you too. But I'm different because among all of you, I'm very weak and always make all of you worry just because of my illness. And that makes us different.

Thanks Mia! You did what a friend did! You supported me. You held me Up. You take care of me like a big sis! I Love You! Love you so much. Only god know how lucky I am to be friend with you. But one thing I asked for... Give me a chance to prove that I'm not sick. Please tell me dear Mia.. that I'll be fine! Tell me that I am perfectly healthy enough so that I will not trouble you a lot. One little request from your friend...

Alam, sometimes I thought that you're being too firm with me. I can't do this and that. I know you want to take care of me and that what you always do. But please trust me this time? I won't get sick anymore. Please... give me a chance!

Arina... one little favour I ask from you is. Please understaand how I feel sometimes about the jokes. Yeah.. I'm entertained too but.. sometimes I can't take it anymore.

Ummi thank you! Eventhough you don't say a lot... I know that worried sick about me. I'm sorry for that.

Aliff...no.. I mean Dr. Aliff. hahaha! Thanks for your advice.

Dear friends, I know how much you love me, and I'm grateful to be Haziqah who has so many wonderful friends, true friends who are really friends that never leave you behind.

I'm asking just once...
Trust me!
Tell me that I'll be OK.
(instead of... "You're sick Haziqah)
Please!

Thank You! Love You!

Meet Lucky!

Meet Lucky!
My new bestfwens... :P always by my side.
Love LUCKY so Much!
as MuCH as that Someone?
The answer will be... LUCKY!!

He's so LUCKY because.. he has me!
Right LUCKY?
(^_^)

Takziah

Innalillahiwainnailaihirojiun...
Takziah kepada Abduh sekeluarga atas kembalinya arwah kepada yang Maha Esa...
daripada kami sekeluarga.

Take a look at it!!!

PROUD TO BE TALL!!!!
muahahahahahaha!!!!
:P

Bake.. Bake.. Bake...

I LOVE to bake lately~ Don't know why?! But It's fun!! I baked every weekend... :)

Today I baked cheesecake. Thanks to Kak Eka for the wonderful and easy recipe. I went shopping first to buy some of the ingredients.

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Bahan-bahan
125 g mentega (salted)
250 g philadelphia cheese
1/2 cwn gula
1/2 tin nestle reduce fat cream (tin kecik ya)
susu dutch lady dipanaskan
3 bungkus salt cheese cracker

-Adunkan mentega n gula
-Setelah sebati, masukkan philadelphia cheese n kacau
-masukkan nestle rduce ft cream..kacau

-panaskan susu
-celup roti dalam susu n suusn dalam loyang
-lapiskan lapisan roti dgn cream yang dikacau
-freezekan dlm peti sejuk

p/s: jgn lupak merik mek cerik mun dh siap ;D

Hehehe... easy isn't it? Try it... But mine? Not ready yet... still waiting until berbuka ... haha!

Best of the best @ika infinity!

Hye There! Here are a few posts you should read in my blog! :) It's kind of interesting..

It hurts to love and not be loved in return

but what is the most painful is to love

and never find the courage

to let the person know how you feel.

A sad thing about life

is when you meet someone

who means a lot to you

only to find out in the end

that it was never meant to be

and you just have

to let go...

Read more in .:: Love Hurt ::.

Be a friend. You don't need money;

Just a disposition sunny;

Just the wish to help another

Get along some way or other;

Just a kindly hand extended

Out to one who's unbefriended;

Just the will to give or lend,

This will make you someone's friend...

Read more in .:: Friends ::.

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Read more in .:: Journey ::.

There are so many both wonderful and worse things can happen with just a few WORDS come out from our MOUTH!
It depends on how GOOD we are in CHOOSING words..
Read more in .:: Only a few word, people can change. ::.

"We're only on this planet for a short time - why live it in anger, frustration, bitterness or dissatisfaction? What could you possibly gain from that?"
Read more in .:: Let it all start all over again ::.

Life is a journey.
We keep walking on until we reach our destiny.
Every steps you take full of challenges waiting ahead.
Read more in .:: Perspective of Life ::.

"Life is about making a right decission.

Decide to be IN CONTROL of everything.

Once we are in control,

We can decide what's good for us...!

Don't dwell upon thing that is not bringing good to us!"

Read more in .:: Life is about making a right decisions ::.

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life...
Read More in .:: Thank You ::.

There is 4 things you can't recover.

• The stone... after throw!
• The word... after it's said!
• The occasion... after the loss!
• The time... after it's gone!

Read more in .:: A Great Story ::.

Well.. There are a lot more @ika infinity!!!

Thank You

A thank you note for those who had give me the
best day of my life!
(^_^)

Lesson No. 1

Admit & Accept

Imperfection is something god had create inside everyone because it makes you special, it makes you learn more and more, it is a chance for you to be creative and it gives you personality. You can always be the person you are. There are a lot of people outside there who can still accept you.

Accept your weaknesses because they can be your strength.

Cast your fear aside because you always know that you are strong enough to survive with the help of people who never back off when you said you don't need their help because they love you and they are your friends.

Life is like a ball.
Most of people will say that Life is like a wheel.
Ball? What's the connection? hahaha! I don't know how it come out from someone's mouth...
He said that life is like a ball. Sometimes we will be at the upper side and sometimes at the bottom. If we want to be at the upper side always, how are we suppose to move ahead or go further? No improvement, just the same old person while others become a new, successful person.

That makes sense!

When you feel like hope is gone
Mariah Carey said that

"There's an answer if you reach into your soul. And the sorrow that you know will melt away. When you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong. And you'll finally see the truth. That a hero lies in you."

But I'm saying that...

When you feel like hope is gone... Look at your side or behind you because you can always find someone you can count on. Friends who are willing to help you always.
I asked my friends if I had put so much burden on them lately.
The answers are simple..

"What are friends for"
"We are just little helping hands"
"If we appreciate friends, then make them feel that you need them."

You're never alone when you have FRIENDS

Last but not least...

especially when you have them...

"She"

She lives with confident.
She lives with satisfaction.
No regret in her life.
But still...
she just an ordinary girl.

who fear of her own shadow.
afraid of being herself at all.

Why?

Simple question. 3 letters word with a question mark at the end. It needs reason. It want an answer. An Answer that will reveal all the secret behind the unsolved mystery. A truth that has never been ask. No one will use this "killer" word just to know the lie?! "WHY?" Because everyone... everyone want the truth, yet the truth is so hard to be spoken.
She is a great actress who plays a magnificent part. She just has to name it and everything will go just like she planned. Flow with the rhythm and dance with the beat. Ask her to speak in front of thousand people. She'll do that. Ask her to do bungee jumping. No fear. As long as she can do that, she will. A woman oh her heart, so sure of herself, so confident, so brave but yet..

What's wrong with her life? She got friends who always there for her. She got people whom she always knew will support her... accept her the way she is and stand by her side. True friends. Is it so difficult to be grateful?

She just scared...

Afraid of her own reflection.

Part of herself that has never seen by others.

A biggest secret of her life, that she hopes no one will figure it out.

Something she really hate to admit, yet she still a human being.

her WEAKNESSES.

Do whatever you want.

She bet you'll have the negative impression of her right now. Do whatever you want. Think whatever you want to think. Speak whatever you want to speak.
But...
This is her. One and only her. A subject of the story of her life. The main character of his own world.
She knew she is not perfect. BUT. She'll make something perfect. She'll make sure that. That's the only way that she could forget the fact that she still imperfect. Still a human being, with fear. Fear that she always try to overcome. Overcome the weaknesses.

What's perfection means for her?

Perfect. Perfection is a satisfaction. Now? She still not satisfied because something is still bothering her mind.

Little helping hands.

She got friends.

There's "someone". Someone whom she always think about but yet always has negative thoughts about him so that she might not get hurt. She knew that he will never do what she thought he might he might because...

He take care of her, no matter what.
He accept her the way she is.
Believe in her.
Trust her.

"It's amazing how he can speak right to her heart. Without saying a word, he can light up the dark. Try as she may, she could never explain when she hear he don't say a thing."

"The smile on his face let her know that he need hers. There's a truth in his eyes saying he'll never leave her, The touch of his hands says he'll catch her whenever she fall. He say it best when he say nothing at all... "

She knows... but is it wrong if she does not want to get hurt?
Is it wrong to be afraid of losing someone?
Is it wrong to think that someone might walk away from her life for good?
Is it wrong to feel worry?
Is it terrible to think it that way?
Why not... if it does happen, she might not get hurt. But...
Is it RIGHT to think it that way??
She will not get hurt but others will.

She never expect that he will stay be by her side, help her to get through the pain and sorrow. She thought that he might leave her. Let her walk alone in the dark, searching for the light. No! She don't. But... he does. He does whatever a friend did.

She always thought how much she has put such a burden on him. Something she can never pay back... Because she thought she has never done anything for him.

"Them". Special friends. True friends who taught her the real value of having friends by her side. Never leave her alone. But still... she is afraid.

What if she done a terrible mistake?
What if they don't like her anymore?
What if something bad or humiliating happen to her?
Will they accept her?
Will they stand by her side.

Yes... they will.

So?

She is not sure why...

You can't have anything, but there's something you can value.

Is she she being greedy? Ego perhaps? Hahahaha! You can think she's pathetic, annoying girl.

She's kind of person who will never ever let go something she love. She'll fight for it. She value her friends... To be honest, she is so happy with her life since she met them. She love them with all her heart. And she is so thankful for that. :)

At present.

She talked to them. They made her realize. She must be a realistic. Throw away the mask that she had wear for a long time. Stop running away. Face the world with courage. And she realized, there's still a hero lies in her... and by her side.

No one is perfect. No one. There's a still room for improvement. There's still hope and strength inside her to cast her biggest fear aside. Now she's proud to say that...

. I'm not perfect . I LOVE being imperfect.
. That makes me special .
. My weakness is my strength .
admit how much...
"I LOVE THEM"

Smile always. That makes you perfect.

"Someone" is there for you.
"They" will always stand by your side.

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear.

Yes, I got class. Have Problem with that?

You Know "J", I'm wondering...
Do you have a mirror at your home?
I Bet you're not...

Enough is enough. I heard it enough okay?
Whatever you want to call me, it's up to you.
Cursing me?... Fine with me baby!
It's your mouth anyway.
So my advice, just live your life happily.
You're always welcome in my page. (^_^)
May god bless you. Thanks for the inspiring comment.

In her shoe...

I'm So LUCKY!

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm LUCKY I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat

I'm changed. Have I?

The answer is YES.

Why? Don't know. Something just hit me in my head that make me stop and think for a moment. So. I want to make a "confession of a teenage drama queen" (hahaha), Last year I post a story. I stated there, it was written by my friend... but it's me who wrote that. It is actually reflects myself. It's me actually. Yeah~ It's quite "jiwang" but hahaha! still me right? [You can read the story by click here]. I read it just now, and realise how different am I today...

That girl was very preservant.
But me, RIGHT NOW is so EXPRESSIVE! hahaha!
It's true! No Doubt!
I'm wondering why is that?
No one could answer that, including me...
Only Him, the almighty.

Do I like my changes?
Sometimes, NO...
But most of the times...
Absoloutely Yes!! (^_^)

Why not?
I met so much wonderful persons. Living a happy life with friends and I LOVE it. Muffins! I have some people that I can rely on... :)

I know I've change. Something might be wrong but something is right. :) Thank You!

Quite tough week!

Tough week for me! Way too long~
But ATTENTION Ladies and Gentlemen,
I'm Still STANDING no matter what!

What's Up Doc?

• Bad mood day
• Having a "little" fight because of the broken vase.
  
• So not in the mood to talk.
• Feel like want to be alone by myself.
• Messages get delayed...
• Messages not replied!
• "wonderful" comments!
• Little tiny mistakes I made.

Looking at the bright side...

• Well let the past be the past BUT learn from the past.
  
• Just a little fight. Who cares? After all we are in the same class. I meet him everyday. Irresistible isn't it. Revenge? Not interested. I prefer living a carefree life~ (^_^).
  
• BREAKING NEWS: Alam protected Me!!!! hahaha!
  
• Naah~ I got Mia, Arina, Ummi, and Alam by my side. So, no need to fell lonely!
• Messages? Hmm.. Leave it!
• Wonderful comments? I'm kind of like it! It's a tinkle digest in this fasting month.. hahahaha!
• To be a perfectionist is to have a little tiny mistakes. =)
• I be in her shoes... Mia gonna love this>>
• My life, My Addiction and I'm the one who make decision. Not You and You and You! You can comment anything, I will be happy to hear it, to read it, or to watch it. But it's me who know myself better.
• A little change in me, does not affected others life for sure. It may irritates you but at least you don't get any scar from it have you? hihi..
• I'm tougher, I'm Stronger, I learn to fight!
• I started to LOVE physics.
  

Enough is enough. I am learning from the past and turn over a new leaf whenever I turn the next page of my life. You got problem with that? hahahaha!

Well that's why I choose muffins.
Because... Everyone love it, I love it and We enjoy it!

Thanks for those "wonderful comments"

Hye there..

Whoever wrote his or her comments on my post. Thank you very much! I really "LOVE" your comments. By the way..

Boo hoo!!

Like I care... Whatever man! Know something? You think I don't know who you are... Well you can say anything about me... But you're not me. I know you are so CHICKEN to say that in front of me and so you did it here..! Shame on you. Besides, I don't think so you can win when it comes in debating with me. Totally loser! So NOT professional~

(hmm... "jahanam" and "anonymous", Thank you! You are most sincere one after all. (^_^))
("Rakan Seperjuangan".. hmm~ Thanks! Well.. I can say it's true. After all. It's my life. Gee~ I Thank You for that~)

Whoever is you! Thank You! Love you so much...

Haha! Very funny...

Selamat Berpuasa!