Thursday, January 31, 2008

What the heck?!

I'm kind of blurr~~
Worried~~
It's been a confusing month~~
Wanna know what's in my twisted mind?
This is my lists:

I Don't know what the heck is going on in my life??!!
(I Hate it for sure!)
Everything seems not right and does not goes on perfectly as I'm expecting!!
I Don't know what I'm thinking!
Too many works!! Not just homeworks! Extra works!!! Bridget Bestari, PALS, PASCA PMR 2007~~~ Which one I should concentrate on?!! Of course my study!! But then??!! They kept bothering me! I just want these to finish as soon as possible!!!
God please help me?
My schedule? It is so not ready yet... I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!!!
Form 4 is not a honeymoon year? I felt like I'm going to sit for SPM this year without any preparation and busy with some other unimportant works!
Huuuaaaaa!!!!

Aaaarrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Someone!!! Here me!!! I'm so angry with myself! I just confused! I Don't know what in the world is happening to me!! Hate it so much~~
I kept playing around and I'm afraid of my own shadow!!!
Help me~~ But I don't know who can help me except me and my twisted mind!!!

Loloq, kembali ke rahmatullah...

Loloq meninggal dunia
30/01/2008 3:22pm
Oleh Saharudin Mustafa

Loloq meninggal dunia di Hospital Pakar Damansara, hari ini.

PETALING JAYA 30 Jan. - Penulis lirik terkenal, Loloq atau nama sebenarnya Rosli Khamis meninggal dunia di Hospital Pakar Damansara, di sini hari ini.

Penulis lirik yang berasal dari Singapura itu meninggal dunia pada pukul 1.37 petang akibat pendarahan otak.

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"Loloq minta rahsiakan penyakit" – Isteri

SUNGAI BULOH 30 Jan. – Penulis lirik terkenal, Loloq meminta isterinya, Hariah Yaacob tidak menghebahkan penyakit yang dideritainya kerana tidak mahu rakan-rakannya bimbang tentang kesihatan dirinya.

Menurut Hariah, 35, Loloq atau nama sebenarnya Rosli Khamis, 50, enggan rakan-rakannya mengetahui penyakit yang dideritainya itu sejak beberapa bulan lalu.

‘‘Saya mohon maaf kepada semua sahabat atau kenalan arwah suami saya kerana tidak memaklumkan mengenai keadaan kesihatan beliau semasa hayatnya.

‘‘Semua ini saya lakukan atas permintaan arwah yang tidak mahu rakan-rakannya bimbang tentang dirinya,’’ ujar Hariah.

Sementara itu, komposer terkenal tanah air, M. Nasir yang tidak mampu menyembunyikan perasaan sedihnya menyatakan rasa terkilan kerana tidak dapat menghabiskan banyak masa dengan Allahyarham.

Dianggap sebagai orang kanannya oleh karyawan muzik tanah air, M. Nasir memberitahu, beliau dan Allahyarham sudah merancang pelbagai projek untuk diusahakan secara kerjasama.

Sahabat Karib

Allahyarham Loloq yang sering menjadi pilihan M. Nasir dalam menghasilkan lirik untuk lagu-lagu ciptaannya menyifatkan sahabat karibnya itu sebagai seorang karyawan terbilang yang sukar dicari ganti.

‘‘Saya ada banyak kawan tetapi tidak ada seperti Loloq. Bagi saya, arwah merupakan seorang karyawan yang mempunyai pemikiran dan berjaya menghidupkan sesebuah lagu. Kebanyakan lirik lagu ciptaannya mempunyai ‘roh’,’’ kata M. Nasir yang kelihatan menitis airmata .

Allahyarham Loloq meninggal dunia pada pukul 1.37 petang hari ini setelah koma sejak Ahad lalu akibat pendarahan otak.

Sepanjang hayatnya, Loloq sudah menghasilkan lebih 500 lirik selain berlakon banyak filem termasuk filem Man Laksa dan Zombie Kampung Pisang arahan Mamat Khalid.

Beliau juga menjadi pilihan M. Nasir sebagai penulis skrip bersama filem Aduh Saliha lakonan Mawi yang kini masih dalam proses penggambaran.

Seorang lagi kawan rapat Allahyarham, Amy Search pula menyifatkan, Loloq sebagai seorang karyawan yang gemar membaca dan mempunyai penguasaan bahasa Melayu yang sangat baik.

‘‘Lirik-lirik ciptaan Loloq memberi banyak inspirasi dan menjadi rujukan kepada saya dalam banyak hal.

‘‘Sungguhpun begitu, Loloq memerlukan suasana dan masa yang tertentu bagi menghasilkan sesebuah lirik yang baik. Kita kehilangan seorang penulis lirik yang hebat,’’ kata Amy yang mengenali Allahyarham Loloq ketika Search belum menghasilkan sebarang album.

Jenazah Allahyarham Loloq dikebumikan di Tanah Perkuburan Islam Bandar Baru Sungai Buloh selepas solat Asar.

Turut hadir menziarahi jenazah Allahyarham ialah para karyawan seni antaranya Ramli M.S, Hattan, Ella, Misha Omar dan Rosyam Nor.
SUMBER: Utusan Malaysia Online

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

"Cinta Zulaikha"... Terbalas Akhirnya.

*Hendakku luahkan...takut makanlah diri,*Hendakku simpankan...meracubi hati,*Hendakku jalinkan...takut malu sendiri,*Hendakku diamkan...kau takkan mengerti.*

Ingat tak lagi my previous post..Cinta Zulaikha? Akhirnya aika tau jugak akhirnya apa pengakhiran kisah Cinta Zulaikha, isteri seorang pembesar..(negeri apa ye?) yang benar-benar cinta dan kasih akan Nabi Yusuf A.S

Selepas peristiwa Nabi Yusuf difitnah oleh Zulaikha, telah ternyata bahawa Zulaikhalah yang telah bersalah. Sebagai seorang lelaki budiman, Al-Aziz telah melepaskan Zulaikha. Zulaikha berasa begitu berdosa terhadap Nabi Yusuf A.S. Tambahan pula, perkara ini turut menjadi buah mulut isteri-isteri para pembesar lain. Zulaikha telah memanggil isteri-isteri pembesar ke istananya dan memberi sebiji buah epal setiap seorang untuk dikupas lalu memanggil Nabi Yusuf A.S. ke dapur. Oleh sebab ketampanan Nabi Yusuf A.S. mereka tidak sedar bahawa mereka telah terhiris jari sendiri kerana terlalu asyik dan terpesona melihat wajah Nabi Yusuf. Maka, Zulaikha dan Nabi Yusuf telah bebas daripada umpatan-umpatan orang.

Sebenarnya, Zulaikha melakukan perkara ini kerana berasa bersalah sangat terhadap Nabi Yusuf. Memang tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa dia sememangnya benar-benar cintakan Nabi Yusuf sejak dari mula lagi. Zulaikha telah bertaubat kepada Allah S.W.T dan Nabi Yusuf telah melihat kesungguhan Zulaikha ini Lantas, baginda mengambil keputusan untuk mengahwininya. Dengan kuasa Allah S.W.T, Zulaikha telah diremajakan kembali.

Pada suatu ketika, perbuatan Zulaikha dahulu akhirnya terbalas. Perbuatan apa? Hmm~~ Ingat tak sewaktu Zulaikha cuba menggoda Nabi Yususf A.S. sehingga terkoyak pakaian Nabi Yusuf di bahagian belakang? Ketika Zulaikha telah selesai solat dan berdoa, Nabi Yusuf yang mengkehendaki Zulaikha pada saat itu menarik Zulaikha sehingga terkoyak pakainnya di bahagian belakang. Zulaikha berkata "Maka terbalaslah apa yang telah aku lakukan kepada suamiku dahulu..."

Begitulah kisah Cinta Zulaikha. Andai cinta tak sehebat Zulaikha, jangan didamba kasih daripada Yusuf. hehehe!! Romantik kan? :P

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Can't Help Falling In Love with YOU!!



Can't Help falling in love with you!
Dedicated to someone I know and all my friend

Thursday, January 24, 2008

What's up?!

Yeah..yeah!! hek!!

It's quite some time I've been away for a while isn't it?! Hmm~~ I have been through a BUSY + CONFUSING Week!!! My world turns upside down, Twisted Mind, Kind of BLUR, and Don't know what in the world I'm doing right now..!! I admit that it was not a good start for Form 4 year... (sigh). Life Goes On!

I guess, I just need to figure it out what is actually bothering me?!
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Yeap! I know! I just don't have a sytematic way of life! It kills me inside!! Huaa~~ Life Goes On.. Life Goes On...!!

According to Cikgu Madzalan, view life in positive way!

Life is a gift,
Enjoy every moment good or bad,
Because the gift of life is life itself!

Got to go now! Lot of works need to be done!

Hmm??

A short conversation made me think for a while...

Miss Khuzai: kak ziqah
Nurhaziqah Norani: oit!!!
Nurhaziqah Norani: (simile)
Nurhaziqah Norani: (smile)
Miss Khuzai: ktk ngn ** grk ka?
Nurhaziqah Norani: (laugh)
Nurhaziqah Norani: kitak rasa? nampak gne??
Miss Khuzai: ntah
Miss Khuzai: terlalu rpt
Miss Khuzai: lbeyh dri kawan
Nurhaziqah Norani: hehehe..
Nurhaziqah Norani: sikdalah mek duak rapat...
Nurhaziqah Norani: secara lahiriahnya maybe org nampak auk
Nurhaziqah Norani: tapi mun bg kamek duak..
Nurhaziqah Norani: xdalah..
Nurhaziqah Norani: (smile)
Miss Khuzai: ceeyyyyyyy
Miss Khuzai: kak ziqah
Miss Khuzai: tok hnya pndpt mek la
Nurhaziqah Norani: apa?
Miss Khuzai: boh over2 lak ngn **
Nurhaziqah Norani: knk??
Miss Khuzai: lak org plek2 pk lak
Miss Khuzai: xda lah
Miss Khuzai: mek tga tak duak rpt gler2
Miss Khuzai: gler eyh~
Nurhaziqah Norani: gtok jak..
Nurhaziqah Norani: org sik tauk bah apa sebenarnya berlaku~~
Nurhaziqah Norani: These past few days...
Nurhaziqah Norani: Mek duak slalu dpgl ckgu Jaya..
Nurhaziqah Norani: nya nyuroh update slide Kolej
Nurhaziqah Norani: Including hal bridget ya tek~~
Miss Khuzai: okie
Miss Khuzai: juz pndpt jak
Nurhaziqah Norani: sikdalah..
Nurhaziqah Norani: nang gya juak bah sebenarnya
Nurhaziqah Norani: Tapi sebenarnya "ABANG" ** kitak ya..
Nurhaziqah Norani: hehe
Nurhaziqah Norani: Pemalu glak~~~
Miss Khuzai: edeyyyy~~~
Miss Khuzai: (:P)
Nurhaziqah Norani: Pendiam sgt2~~~
Nurhaziqah Norani: (laugh)
Miss Khuzai: nya ska ktk wak ka?
Nurhaziqah Norani: Wanna noe the truth???
Miss Khuzai: of course la~
Nurhaziqah Norani: Nya SIKDA Perasaan... No Feelings at all!!! (laugh) (laugh)
Miss Khuzai: chooooowww
Miss Khuzai: ya ng nganok la
Miss Khuzai: hahaha
Nurhaziqah Norani: "** lbh senang tersenyum dan diam sahaja drpd cakap apa2.... In conclusion, NO KOMEN"---> That's the right statement about him
Nurhaziqah Norani: (smile)
Miss Khuzai: huhu
Miss Khuzai: kak ziqah
Miss Khuzai: mek chow lok
Miss Khuzai: mok prctice piano jap
Miss Khuzai: bb
Nurhaziqah Norani: ok
Nurhaziqah Norani: ok..

Miss Khuzai: take care~

Miss Khuzai has signed out. (1/24/2008 8:59 PM
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Funny isn't it? Everyone around me thought the same too. I think I don't need to explain this because I already told this to myself and my friends a hundred times. hek! Don't make a quick conclusion about this.. hehehe! However I kinda like it.. hahaha!!

To be honest, we just a friend. Eventhough we look close, WE AREN't! Trust me.. That is just me who was playing around and teasing him! Become very silly for a few moments! Enjoying myself when his ears turns read (Actually, he is blushing! haha!) That's kind of victory for me. He's so cute when he smiles~~ hahaha!!

BUT they just don't know him yet. He's COMPLICATED and it is not that easy to see through his eyes and understand him. It's just like he has some kind of BIG shield that won't let anyone to see through him and what's in his mind. It's very difficult to get to know him, even me took 3 years to understand his way of life In fact! I am actually not succeded yet!hahaha!!


What you see is not how it seems to be...
What you think, is not what it is...
To know it is a question of mind...
It has a lot of possibilities
Only *him* and I know how it is supposed to be.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Updating my blog~~

Hee..~~ A lot of things happened now. I like to call it "study chock" not culture shock anymore it is "study shock" huaa!!
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New subjects...
New Problems...
When there's no teacher...
Yeehhaaa!!!...
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But then..
So silent..
So borring..
How to have fun..?
See Aizat!!!
Yayy!!!!
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hahahaha! Nothing is wrong with my classmates. They are all good and obedient. But what I missed here is the shouting here and there. Syaheed and the gang playing the ball at the back of the class, The "cheeky and funky" Mazlina! hahaha!
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Something seemed not right!
Something is missing!
It seemed so dull!!!
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Maybe it takes time for us to get along understand each other. So we just wait and see. So far~~ I like the teacher teaching my class! I can easily understand them well.
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Cikgu Awang came to our class this afternoon. He said student who interested to change class is allowed with the permission from their parents. Hmm~~ What's my expression? Naahh~~ not interested! Because I already fall in love with all my teachers.. hee~~
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My little "Anje" is in a good health. She is a little bit agressive and naughty everytime I feed her but her appetite is really good!! haha! Actually I don't know whether it is a boy or a girl..hek! still a cute little kitten!
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Today is Aizat's birthday. Did I gave him a present? Of course la~~ Want to know what's inside?? Ask him! I'm sure he'll never tell...hahaha!!
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I'm a very busy girl. Can you imagine I am an important member for 3 clubs I joined? I'm the Administration Manager of P.U.M, President of PALS, and I'm going to lead a new school project that is Bulletin Bestari. For your information too... Our PASCA PMR 2007 video project is not finnished yet!! Netball training had started a few days ago. I just afraid I'll fainted like before or may be... hehehe.. "sesak nafas"
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It's ok. It's alright!
Take a deep breath
and say..
I'm doing GREAT!
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That's all for today!!

Happy Birthday, Aizat!!

Just a simple wish from me if you read this..
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Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Aizat
Happy Birthday to you!!
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Hope you like the present and I'll be very glad if you use it.
:)

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Fisrt Day School

I woke up late today!
My Bus arrived at school late!
I went to the hall late!
I didn't have place to sit! No Desk!
I Really Miss + Miss Very Much my old classmates!!
And...
I think my speech is bad!!!
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Bad Day huh?!
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Look at the positive site... Somehow~~ It's Fun!! heee~~ Everything seemed so not well-prepared even the assembly is so not prepared!!! Wuuhuu!! It's a little bit ruined my day! But then Ummi shared something interesting about the England School with us. That was fun!
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Syamsul Amri was the class monitor of my class and Aliff is the assitant. Actually I helped my classroom teacher to conduct the voting session as I'm very used to it... hek! I refused to become the class monitor because I'm afraid that if I am too busy with school project I'll not be able to give a full commitment to my job...
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So that's all for the day! I really missed my friend especially my dear friend.. start with the letter 'A'! hahaha! If u read this, I'm so happy~~ weee~~ hahaha!!
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Got to go! Acik was not around!! I hate my situation now!!! Looking forward for tomorrow! I hope it all will be fun and wonderful!!

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

A new page for My "Unwritten Journey".. 2008!

2008.. "The year, when it all begins"
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Balance
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Good Relationship
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Outstanding
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Meet the new ME!!! (hehe!)
I will do my best this year. I'm in the UPPER FORM! I'm a senior!!
hek!!
My formula for this year:
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preparation + systematic + faith = outstanding + success
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So, school time, we meet again!! Happy New Year!