What does KEYCHAIN means to me?

Key chain is a Key to every memories I hold for Eternity. You and I were meant to be in the Chain of love. There will always be Hope in life and you count on me. A symbol of true LOVE and friendship. In time you'll see that Nothing can destroy the bond between us and memories in my hearts and minds.

That's why I love to collect key chains very much!! It means a lot to me when someone gave me key chain. It is like an invisible bond that connect me and my memories with someone, a place or whatever it is. I can tell stories that lies on every key chain I had. I just love to collect them because...

It means something.
It shows something.
It proves something.
It is a symbol of true love.

Basikal Merahku~

Hahaha~~ Basikal ni la yang dah banyak berjasa dengan haziqah tau?!
Banyak kenangan~
Banyak cerita~
Dah jauh dah kitorang jalan... (takdelah, adalah 2km je..)
Semuanya kita tempuhi bersama..
Chewah!

Dah lama dah tak naik basikal. Kesian basikal merahku ini... nak kata jadi besi buruk, takdelah. tapi adalah bahagian yang dah berkarat. Cuti-cuti ni daripada duduk rumah je, haziqah ingat nak berbasikal lah! Takdelah naik sangat berat badan ni... Bak kata Mia, bertapa depan komputer je.. mau tak naiknya badan? hahahahaha!!!

Dulu ingat lagi masa sekolah rendah, pergi sekolah naik basikal. Sekolah menengah, tingkatan 1 naik basikal, itu pun masa kat SMKMJ. Berhujan, berpanas, REDAH JER! Dah la haziqah pergi sekolah pukul 6 pagi... rumah dekat lubang hidung je dengan sekolah tapi sibuk2 nak datang awal. Budak baik bah~~ hahahaha!!!

Susah tau nak dapat basikal ni...
Papa cakap, kalau haziqah dengan wan tak dapat No. 1 dalam kelas, tak depat basikal. Haziqah punya la 4 tahun tunggu baru dapat! Budak2 lain senang2 je dapat basikal... Yang pasti, kalau nak sesuatu kena berusaha untuknya! Itulah prinsip papa. Kitorang pun ikut je la. Akhirnya dapat jugak basikal ni...

Teringat dolu-dolu...
Masa tu pagi lagi, awal pagi. Naik basikal dengan Lina & Che Pah pergi sekolah. Haziqah ternampak la kelibat orang.. tapi tak jelas. Almaklumlah gelap lagi. Macam tengah bagitahu sesuatu, tapi betul ke tu orang. Haziqah ni dah la penunggang yang "speeding". Selamba kerek je kayuh basikal, dah la laju! Sekali bila dah dekat baru sedar orang tu! Nasib dapat elak... tapi kesian Lina, dia yang berlanggar dengan basikal kat depan haziqah. Patutla Haziqah tak nampak orang tu... Rupa-rupanya orang India!!! Aiyoyoyoyoooo...!!!
Bukan 100% salah Haziqah. Tak nampak nak buat macam mana? Mereka pun guna lorong yang salah... hai2!

Basikal merahku~~
Kan ku jaga sampai bila2. Basikal pertama dan terakhirku~~

Esok! Mula berbasikal! Yeah!

MY QUOTE: Redah Jer!!!

I know "REDAH JER" is Nadia's AF6 take line... But thanks to her!!! This had wakened something up inside me!

Redah Jer!!!
It BURNS my unawakened spirit!

Redah Jer!!!
My DESIRE..!!

Redah Jer!!!
My ENTHUSIASM to COMPETE!!

Redah Jer!!!
My PASSION to succeed!

Redah Jer!!!
It had OPEN up my eyes!

Redah Jer!!!
I know I always CAN!!!!!!

Redah Jer!!!
I'm not weak!!
I'm Strong!!!
I'm the GIRL on FIRE!!!

Redah Jer!!!
I'll be on the TOP of the world!

Lately, I lose focus. I don't know what the heck am I doing in school instead of playing around, chit chatting with friends, singing! Yeah! It's fun.. My exam result is so~~~ "FUN" as well! Pathetic ME! I feel so small~~ So Left behind~~ So damn stupid~~

Sometimes I feel that "she" hated me!
By FAILING her Add Math Paper!
Annoyed me with her killing WORDS!
I can feel that she DARED me!
No Offense!
But..!
THANK YOU, MADAM RAHIMAH!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
I'll prove it to you!
I'm not ORDINARY person for not passing your exam with flying colours!
I'm not a HIGH PROFILE person who are ZERO!!
I started with ZERO and ended with 100%

REDAH JER!!!!

Know when I realize all these??? I can feel it... My PASSION for games. When I played in whatever game it is even playing music chairs at Intan's birthday party, I always want to win! My enthusiasm is just like a volcano eruption! I struggle for the best! I'm eager and my spirit burns!! I'm achieving something I wanted most! "Redah jer" no matter how hard it is!! And the most important thing is...

"I WORK FOR IT!"
and
"I GAIN FOR WHATEVER I WORK FOR''

That's true... That's my secret of winning!!
Always work for it and I'll absolutely gain it!

So sad~~ when I'm in class or labs. Borring~ So-So academic performance. Never wanted more. Enough is just enough. Ok is Ok. Nothing's more. Let them compete. I'm Myself! Blaa...blaa..

THIS IS NOT ME!!!
It's SUCKS!
My HORRIBLE, PATHETIC LIFE!!!
I am so damn fool!!!
I never work for it.
I just let them go on!
I'm so left behind with my high-profile-wanna-be attitude!
Damn it!

This is a wake up Call!!
Tooot...tooot...
WAKE UP !!!

Redah JER!!!!

Hello? Yes Haziqah's talking? What? Redah Jer?? Why REDAH JER?? I want TO WIN!!!! Winning is in my BLOOD!!! C ya!!

REDAH JER!!!

How Do We Defined L.O.V.E.? (Part 2)

I took "Are You in LOVE?" quiz just now and answered a few questions. So, what's up? Here's the result:

At Peace

You aren't in love, but you aren't lonely either. You're at peace with yourself. You're comfortable being alone, but if you find someone special, you're willing to explore the possibility of love. You are a strong person indeed.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Wow! That sounds cool! I'm still a teenager and totally NOT believe in love at this stage. I'm not talking about L.O.V.E for family or friends but TEENAGER'S LOVE or what we called "cinta monyet" in Malay Language. So not true~ So fake~ So plastic~ Am I right or Not?? Maybe I'm wrong~~ Maybe I'm too serious when it comes to my "feeling" towards that someone special or totally into a serious relationship. There's no such things like "trying and errors" in my L.O.V.E's life. When I love someone, it means I do, with all my heart. I'll never let him go and he'll be the first and last... So, guess what?? I don't want to take a risk at this stage. There's no guarantees that "he" will be my true love.

How do I defined L.O.V.E?

L.O.V.E is GAMBLING

How do I defined L.O.V.E?

I don't know. Nothing is real! Huh! L.O.V.E is a big subject isn't it? Hard to be defined. Always playing tricks on us. Yeah! It's true! Of course I do like someone but~~ At the end I feel ZERO! I never speak it out loud. (Aizat~~ Naah! Just want to have fun!) It's different. What is it? What kind of god's creation it is? HE created this wonderful thing and yet we still need to find a way for L.O.V.E. What is it actually? It's killing me right now.. not really but it's damn confusing!

How do I defined L.O.V.E?

If we care for someone... that's L.O.V.E.
If they care for us... that's L.O.V.E.

But the confusing part is...

Are that person is in L.O.V.E with me?
Is that person feels the same thing as I did?

Aaarrghh!! Hard to find out! Hate it so much when we kind of in this situation.

Tell me...
How do YOU defined L.O.V.E??

How Do We Defined L.O.V.E.? (Part 1)

Have you ever read fairytale story?

Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs, Cinderella... bla.. bla.. bla.. Wonderful story isn't it. The prince falling in love with beautiful princess at the first sight. The gorgeous and pretty princess is so gentle, graceful, lovable and PERFECT. And as usual,

THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER...

Are there such things in this real world?

Talking about movies then.

Beautiful actress always get handsome actors. Even though how hard the story begins, it always be a happy ending. Hmmm~~ Can't believe it. It's true.

Are there such things in this real world?

Man and Woman, Adam and Eve are always meant to be. LOVE is the GREATEST gift of all.
BUT!

How do we feel it?
How do we know it's love?
Who is going to tell us about it?
When does it comes?
How it's going to be?

It seemed simple and easy in the movies and fairytale story. Is it true true loves will come like the prince charming came to save the princess who was locked in the tower by the evil witch. Or maybe like Snow White who find her true love when she first saw the prince at the wishing well?

Real life is not that simple. A lot to think about, a little bit risky, and I still do not understand

How do we defined L.O.V.E?

Redah Jer!!!

Cian~~ Mia tak Nampak!!

Ala~~ Amir takde la pulak!!

Takpe2... Janji...

REDAH JER!!!

Hari ni ialah hari terakhir untuk Semester 1 sebelum Cuti yang paling BEST!! Ada sukaneka hari ni. Haziqah join la!!! Tak salah kan?! Tapi ada cerita di sebalik penyertaan ni. Haziqah punya la semangat nak masuk2.. tiba2, Mia cakap tak boleh sebab sukaneka hanya untuk F3 dan F2 saja! Mana boleh?!!! Haziqah nak main~~ Nak main jugak~~ Letih2 Haziqah kumpulkan team... Tapi TAK BOLEH MAIN??!! TIDAK!!!!

Jadi, Haziqah tidak berputus asa!! (Chewah!!) Selepas puas memujuk dan merayu... Haziqah pun dapat main. TETAPI. (wah~~ ada tetapi ni) Pagi ni diaorang cakap tak boleh main... sebab 3 Emerald dah mendaftar!! TIDAK!! Haziqah tidak berputus asa! Selepas "Berdrama" sekejap depan kekanda-kekanda MPP (huahuahuahuahau!!) 3 Emerald dengan rela hati mengundur diri demi Haziqah yang dikasihi (entah2 dikasihani...? hahahaha)! YES!! Haziqah berjaya!! Kumpulan REDAH JER!!! mesti menang punyer! Setelah berpenat lelah, Haziqah memberi peringatan kepada kawan2 sejatiku (sama team)

"Korang jangan sia2kan usaha Ziqah tau!! Kita mesti menang tau!! Yang penting... REDAH JER!!!"

Jadi kitorang main la dengan kesungguhan hati dan kegigihan umpama letupan gunung berapi sesuai dengan tema kumpulan BAJU MERAH! hehehe! Walau pun Atul, Dolly, Muni, Alam, Roalin, & Afiq tak pakai baju merah, tak pe... REDAH JER! Haziqah jadi CAPTAIN... muahahahaha! Lantik diri sendiri! hek?!

GAME 1: Ambik gula2 dalam tepung dengan menggunakan MULUT.

First to go~~ hehe!! Yang pasti muka dah macam tepung jugak. Mana taknya, tiup tepung, tepung tak tertiup~~ Dipadatnya tepung tu~ Aaargh!!! Takpe.. REDAH JER! Wei! Terer tau-- No. 1 ke No.2 entah! Tapi top jugak la~~ Tangkas, Cepat, Kita redah ramai2!! huahua!

Hantu Tepung! Huahuahua!!

GAME 2: Mami Jarum

Ni la kumpulan kitorang agak spoil sikit... Tangan terketar-ketar nak masuk benang dalam jarum~~ Haziqah start pun dah lama... Tapi lambat..lambat.. No. 3 kalau tak silap! hahahaha!!

Muni tak masuk2 lagi?? hehehe~~

GAME 3: Tiup + Pecah Belon

Team kitorang No.1!!! Yeah!! Redah Jer!! Korang tengok la sendiri. Yang pasti~~ MERIAH GILER!!

-video belum di"upload" hehehe-

GAME 4: Pindah gelang getah guna straw ke straw kawan.

Pelik game ni~~ Macam nak cium pun ada... Paling parah bila partner kita laki!! huuWah!!!! Parah.. Parah.. Tapi takde la teruk sangat.. Best sangat!! Yang pasti.. REDAH JER skali lagi mendahului...!! Weee!!!

GAME 5: Trafic Jam

Haziqah pun tak paham sangat game ni... Tapi konsepnya, semua orang kat sebelah sini mesti pindah kat sebelah sana. Semua orang kat sebelah sana, mesti pindah kat sebelah sini, melalui satu kerusi, tak boleh langkah dua orang, mesti sorang je, tak boleh langkah team sendiri. Entahla?! Tak paham... Walaupun, of course REDAH JER NO. 1... (hahahaha!! encore! encore!!) tapi tapi excited pun.. Semua masih di awan-awangan!! hahahahaha!!

PENGUMUMAN!!

Tempat ke-3
3 Ruby

Tempat ke-2
Cikgu2

Tempat PERTAMA
REDAH JER!!!!

Muahahahahahahahahahahah!!! Tak sia2 Haziqah & the gang masuk tau!! Tahniah! Tahniah!! Thank you! Arigato! Terima Kasih kepada semua ahli kumpulan REDAH JER!!! dan Kakak2 MPP yang membenarkan kami main!! Love ya!!

REDAH JER!!!

-Memoirs of Aika and REDAH JER!! 2008-

C.A.M.E.R.A Addiction!

I'M ADDICTED TO MY CAMERA!!

Can't help it!
I'm so addicted to my camera!
I'm so in LOVE with the photo I've taken!!
I'm so crazy about my artwork design!!!

I LOVE IT!

Taking pictures is MY WAY to preserve every memory I had and of course to express myself. I'm kind of person who love to give memories to others and keep them to myself. Because someday, I hope that all those memories will keep remind me to who I am, who I used to be with, and every single beautiful and sad things that happen in my life. That's me! So typical me~~

Memory makes my life MEANINGFUL,
Memory is every beat of my heart that that keeps me alive,
This is how I appreciate life.
My Memory is the only thing that no else had experienced.
I'm the one and only aika.

Life is Art. It is all about how we appreciate life. Having a memory is a gift in life.

R.I.N.D.U

Lately.. rindu la kat "someone" tu...

Hai..hai.. Kawan je tau! Dia macam abang tau... Dia dengar je setiap kali aika bercerita... Aika pun suka dengar dia dengar cerita dia. Dia lain daripada yang lain...

Ramai orang cakap, aika dengan dia da "apa2". Tapi takde. Yang pasti dia ada suka seseorang.. Aika?! hehehe! Tau2 je la~~ Hehehe!!

Rindu dengan dia.. Nak jumpa.. Hahahaha!!

-Aika dalam dilema-

Mama MENANG Lucky Draw!!!

Woooo!!!

"Mama Are you that LUCKY???"

Itu la soalan pertama yang mampu terkeluar dari mulut ni! Mana taknya, dalam sehari mama boleh dapat banyak barangan kesihatan yang tak diduga... Waaa!!! Rasa macam tak pijak bumi ni!! Congratulation, Mama!! Tak pernah2 kita ni bertuah! Habisla.. status "Not Lucky" mama dah hilang dah.. Sekarang ni Ika la pulak yang pegang status ni...

TAHNIAH!!!!

Birthday Party Intan

Bestnye semalam...

Dahla Haziqah sangat C.A.N.T.I.K.

hahahaha!!

Ni la susah kalau jadi seorang yang P.E.M.A.L.U.

hehehehe!!

Nak tengok?! Korang rasa Haziqah cantik ke tak? Hehehehe!

Hehehehe! Nina "make-up"kan.. Dahla tu, first time pakai baju warna PINK. Weee!!!

Main music chair--> Haziqah Menang!! Fairuzz jahat!!! Dia pecahkan belon haziqah... Haziqah tak dapat main pijak belon lepas tu~~ Jahat!!

Tapi malam tadi memang mengubat duka di hati la... hihi!

UNICAMP 2008 ditunda!

Sedihnya... sedih sangat2! Frust! Semua rasa ada!

Why?!! W.H.Y.?! Why?!

aika dah lama tunggu nak g UNICAMP ni...!! Isk..Isk..Isk.. Kertas kerja dah anta. Semua dah aproove. Tapi last2 takde cikgu! So, tunda ke Bulan 8. Unicamp 2008 di bulan 8. Memang padan la tu! Sepatutnya cuti semester ni.. Apa la aika nak buat cuti2 ni?! Boring la duduk kat rumah. Naku keluar mama & papa gerenti tak bagi punya. Aika takdela teringin nak gi tgk wayang ke shopping ke? Tak bernafsu pun nak buat semua tu. Aika nak pergi satu tempat jauh dari bandar and yang paling penting mesti ada unsur-unsur alam semula jadi. Ni tidak?! Alamatnya bertapa depan komputer la aika ni... hai.. hai...

Teringat pasal komputer ni, teringat kat Mia. Dia ada anta mesej ari tu. Memang sesuai sangat untuk diriku ini..hahahaha!

Persahabatan kita umpama COMPUTER.

Awak ENTER dalam hidup kita,

Kita SAVE awak dalam hati,

Awak FORMAT kita,

Dan kerana itulah kita tak mungkin DELETE awak

Dari MEMORY kita..

Best kan?! Ada betulnya di sebalik mesej tu. hehehe! Aika suka Mia. Dia baik sangat2. Kalau tengok muka dia, Aika gerenti korang sume takkan jadi nak marah punya. Bukan sebab muka dia muka kesian, tapi entahla?! Takde apa benda pun nak marah! Sejuk ati.. Huahuahua!!

Berbalik kepada UNICAMP, Aika dah menanti sangat dah... mengharap benda ni menjadi pada masanya... Tapi kita manusia hanya mampu merancang, tuhan yang menentukan. Kita tengok saja kepada yang positif. Sekurang-kurangnya UNICAMP 2008 tetap ada di Bulan 8. Walaupun bahangnya mungkin akan kurang terasa lagi...

Ok tu saja!

Aika Infinity.

I'm Back!

Hello!!
Miss me?? hahaha!!!

Back again from a busy life of mine yet very fun with new experience and new stories...
Everyday is different,
Everyday is not the same,
Everyday is a new chapter,
Everyday is a day with different story.
But...
EVERYDAY IS A MEMORY.

A lot of memories to share right here, right now... but I surely can't tell all of them because there's too many stories with different versions, too many new experiences which I enjoy most and I just love my new "pathetic" form 4 life. hahahaha...

One more thing... There is NO secrets in Haziqah's life...! is that true...?? I don't know. Aliff told me that I'm kind of person who seemed doesn't has any secret. Haha!! Sorry! Can't help it! I love to tell story and just like Ummi said, I'm a good story-teller... hehe!

Hmmm... where should I start?

LATEST :

• I just finished making Titans Video. Mama kept telling me to sell the video with higher price... I couldn't because... I don't know. As far as I'm concern, when I make a video, I don't really think about the money as long as I'm very happy and they are happy. I gain the satisfaction when they love it and I become happier because I gave them something that money couldn't buy, that is M.E.M.O.R.Y. I'm doing all this because of one simple reason... I want to make someone happy so that they will appreciate the MEMORY they had. That's all...
  
• Lately, Alan and I become close. I seemed to forget Aizat but No! I don't! hahahaha!! Alan is the most sincere person I ever met. I like him. :P
• Mid-Term Exam. huh!! I'm so pathetic! hahaha!! Add M3 is killing me... Well, never mind. My theme for this exam: "Making it is a question of mind"
• ...
• ...

Hmmm~~ Actually there is a lot of stories. But, i need to study now.. Tomorrow, i'll be sitting for my History exam and English.

Chow!