Wednesday, February 13, 2008

"Waiting like Forever" -dedicated to 'someone'

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
(You should!)
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-one
(actually I'm 16)

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
(Glad you know!)
I know it's kinda late
(You should! Glad so~~)
But happy birthday
:)

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
(A lil bit~~)
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
(No you didn't! You never think of me!!)
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
:)

So hard
When you're far away
(I'm here! What are u waiting for?!)
It's lame but I forgot the date
(You alway did even though they told u!!)
I won't make the same mistake
(u always did!)
I'm so to blame
(Yes!)

Now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But happy birthday
:)

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
:)

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there
(You already are!)

Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
:)

So typical him~~ Huh! It's so sad when he didn't approached me on my sweet sixteenth birthday and said those "magic words". This feeling just ruined my happy moments because I've waited for him so long, hoping that he would said it today! Somehow it doesn't became Sweet 16 anymore... Sad 16 perhaps?! Why? Isn't it so difficult?! Just say it~~

When I came to school all my friends wished me "Happy Birthday, Haziqah". It was a wonderful feeling but... something is just not right. I'm waiting~~ I thought that, hopefully he would do the same. I kept waiting and waiting and waiting... But hope is left as hope! He had so many chances but he wasted them! I was there, there.. next door, next to you! You saw me. But you did nothing! It's painful, very hurt deep inside~~

Why him?! I, myself don't have any idea. All I want is a simple wish from him. Not a big present or big surprises.. JUST a simple wish that's all! Why I wanted it so much~~ I don't know... But I just love to hear it from you~~ All I know is... it will be very meaningful to me if you did that!

I knew that you were actually trying to say it But it just didn't came out..

I was dissappointed at the end.

I saw his parents picked him up. I saw him walked away from me. Its just really hurt very, very hurt, deep inside my heart. Then, a few minutes later, papa picked me up. I'm so not in the mood to talk about anything. I looked outside through the window along the way home. I didn't say a word. Feeling blue~~ Suddenly, the DJ played a Click Five's song - Happy Birthday. Somehow it conneccted to me. It seemed that there is still a hope.

"I know it's kinda late, But Happy Birthday"... This line just knocked into my head!! How I wished he will say that..

That night, I've committed "suicide" (huahuahuahua..!!) by eating butter prwan! Hah! My face turns red and I felt ichy!! hikhik! Frustrated maybe... hahaha!! Silly me! But its worth at last!!! Yay, me!!!

At 8.56 p.m., he became the last person who wished me on my sweet sixtenth birthday!!! I was so happy at the moment...!!! It had brought back the cheerful light on my birthday!! My spirits flew away...hahaha!

"I know it's kind of late, but you said the magic words..."

p/s: Thanks for the two presents you gave me...! Thank you, Aizat.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

deng. sedes mek bc fes2 tek p ng happy jwk b nak hjg2 ya. eheh~~ nyway. happy birthday! may God bless u and wish u all the best in study!