Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Birthday Cyber Shots!


Hehehehe... Arina tok sayang aku sebenarnya... hahahaha!! Eksen jak~~

Nya blanja aku mkn ari tok..!! Hari ini dalam sejarah!!



Happy li muka Mira~~ Nya lawak da jak... Selamba dek jak!! huahuahuaaa!!


My Birthday Cake!!


Nampak sik mata ku berair?? Ya nama tangisan dalam kegembiraan!

Chey~~~ Ne da! Ya nama orang gik

FRUST!!!

Orang nak ditunggu-tunggu sik datang wish!!! Sedih li jak~~ Smpei hati!!!

Nevermind... (I Mind Actually)

Tok lah kawan2 yang telah meng"happy"kan saat sedih ku!!


Ngenang frust gilak... ya ku comitted "suicide" tauk pa polah ku?
Makan udang.. Ya lah mata ku kembang glak tok!!

banyak gik gambar ku sebenarnya p...dah la... kin ari kin malas nak tulis blog. Dah keja rumah kin berlambak! sedih na ku tok!! TAMBAH KOMPUTER TOK KIN SLOW!!! huaaa~~~

Ya la nama lagu tema birthday ku kali tok "Happy Birthday" by click 5. Mun jak org ya madah gya~~ Tapi yg best na jak... rami d jak orang tolong aku ari tok nyuroh nya wish ku (trmasuk Arina.. ya lah ku padah nya syg juak ngan aku!! hek?!) hahahaha! Dah la ku sedeyh~~~pelik li aku... lam banyak2 sorang ya jak ku tunggu... terok li jak!!

I love My friends!!

"Waiting like Forever" -dedicated to 'someone'

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
(You should!)
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-one
(actually I'm 16)

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
(Glad you know!)
I know it's kinda late
(You should! Glad so~~)
But happy birthday
:)

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
(A lil bit~~)
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
(No you didn't! You never think of me!!)
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
:)

So hard
When you're far away
(I'm here! What are u waiting for?!)
It's lame but I forgot the date
(You alway did even though they told u!!)
I won't make the same mistake
(u always did!)
I'm so to blame
(Yes!)

Now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But happy birthday
:)

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
:)

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there
(You already are!)

Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
:)

So typical him~~ Huh! It's so sad when he didn't approached me on my sweet sixteenth birthday and said those "magic words". This feeling just ruined my happy moments because I've waited for him so long, hoping that he would said it today! Somehow it doesn't became Sweet 16 anymore... Sad 16 perhaps?! Why? Isn't it so difficult?! Just say it~~

When I came to school all my friends wished me "Happy Birthday, Haziqah". It was a wonderful feeling but... something is just not right. I'm waiting~~ I thought that, hopefully he would do the same. I kept waiting and waiting and waiting... But hope is left as hope! He had so many chances but he wasted them! I was there, there.. next door, next to you! You saw me. But you did nothing! It's painful, very hurt deep inside~~

Why him?! I, myself don't have any idea. All I want is a simple wish from him. Not a big present or big surprises.. JUST a simple wish that's all! Why I wanted it so much~~ I don't know... But I just love to hear it from you~~ All I know is... it will be very meaningful to me if you did that!

I knew that you were actually trying to say it But it just didn't came out..

I was dissappointed at the end.

I saw his parents picked him up. I saw him walked away from me. Its just really hurt very, very hurt, deep inside my heart. Then, a few minutes later, papa picked me up. I'm so not in the mood to talk about anything. I looked outside through the window along the way home. I didn't say a word. Feeling blue~~ Suddenly, the DJ played a Click Five's song - Happy Birthday. Somehow it conneccted to me. It seemed that there is still a hope.

"I know it's kinda late, But Happy Birthday"... This line just knocked into my head!! How I wished he will say that..

That night, I've committed "suicide" (huahuahuahua..!!) by eating butter prwan! Hah! My face turns red and I felt ichy!! hikhik! Frustrated maybe... hahaha!! Silly me! But its worth at last!!! Yay, me!!!

At 8.56 p.m., he became the last person who wished me on my sweet sixtenth birthday!!! I was so happy at the moment...!!! It had brought back the cheerful light on my birthday!! My spirits flew away...hahaha!

"I know it's kind of late, but you said the magic words..."

p/s: Thanks for the two presents you gave me...! Thank you, Aizat.

Sweet 6teen!


Today I'm gonna ride away
And feel the sun throughout my hair
Finally free to be who I wanna be
Who that is I don't really care

'Cuz I've got friends who love me
Blue skies are above me
My blonde hair is everywhere

Sweet sixteen
Gonna spread my wings
Sweet sixteen
It's my chance to shine
Sweet sixteen
Discovering
Sweet sixteen
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen

Drivin' down to the club where we go to dance
Radio is blastin' and the top is down

There ain't nothin' in my way
'Cept the traffic of L.A.

And I've got friends who love me
Bright stars shine above me
My blonde hair is everywhere

Sweet sixteen
Gonna spread my wings
Sweet sixteen
It's my chance to shine
Sweet sixteen
Discovering
Sweet sixteen
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen

Mamma loves me and a sister who shows me, and a daddy's always there

I wanna know what it feels like
I need to see it from the inside
I can taste a bit of what I will find
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Happy Birthday To ME!!!
Thanks to all my friends who didn't forgot my special day and to someone who did "forgetting" it in another kind of special way... Thank you Papa and Mak Long for the cakes. Love being myself and one step ahead for brand new beginning!!!
Life is a gift!

Thursday, February 7, 2008

I just L.O.V.E these pictures!!

Sweet isn't it? :p hek!
Actually.. Memory with him! hek! Huahauahua!!
I just L.O.V.E. them!

Monday, February 4, 2008

I Have a Bad Day!

Pesal la cikgu ni ari ni...
Malas betul aku nak keja ngan "cikgu kesayangan"ku hari ni.. Asyik menyindir je... Ya Allah, pedas telinga aku ni!

"Nya lah ya~~ Buletin ya sik siap2 gik"
"Bila gik nak publish Buletin ya? Tahun depan ka?!"
"Masuk jak Brita ya.."

Macam mane la aku nak buat banyak benda dalam satu masa???
I'm a student.. I'm Video Director of Pasca PMR 2007.. I'm the Bulletin Bestari Editor.. I'm the President of PALS..!
Yes! It's my fault! Enough already! Don't keep remind me that I'm too busy because I've heard that enough! Who says I'm not worried? I am! I do! As the matter fact, I'm freaking out to death! I kept remind myself that I'm still a student..! My parents keep telling me the same thing.. I do! I do worried~~
I know sometimes I can't control my emotions!

I just dont know what to do.