The diary of a girl.

A moment has turn into minutes and hours. days and night. and it has been a week.

and for the first time, i choose to write what my twisted mind speaks.

i knew i did wrong but my mind stop me from saying it. i want to try but my pride won't let me do it. when i start to think, i feel pain and sorrow. so i start to walk away with that blank expression everyday of my life like noting is happen to me and i know i'm strong enough to do this.

Yes. you may think i'm ego.
Yes. you may think i'm selfish.
Yes. you may think i'm a fugitive. running away from my problems.
Yes. you may think i'm heartless.
You may. coz that's what i a m.
So, congrats to you!
You're definitely right about me... my big applause to all of you out there!!!

But only this girl knew what she felt but could never understand what her heart speaks and never knew what she want. she is just to little too busy with "queen of pride". herself.

speak what you want to speak now.
this girl won't stop losing her grip.

What she has done?

this really come from her heart. she would do whatever it takes for someone for one reason. the reason that she could never define. and that's her. she never asked for anything just that someone's attention, patience, and ...

but maybe that someone was right. she wanted that someone to be a person she wanted that someone to be. thanks for telling me that and you're once again right bout her. claps!!!

attention everyone. i'm not in the mood to write now.
i was never right in my life.
so, what are you waiting for?
just think what you want to think.
speaks what your mind say.

because..that girl will still remain that same blank expressions.
nothing going to strike her.